many things happened in the past few days. some were which i wanted to post about on that very day. but i guess i am not going to post it already. its just doesnt have the same meaning any more.
we had CIP today. and even though my day was already spoilt at the start, the girls and jacob managed to cheer me up. -big thank you to claire! hassy too!
okays, the whole thing made me feel that there are still nice people around singapore. also, i should stop buying toys for myself, instead i should donate the money to some organisation instead.
chinese O LEVELS oral on tuesday. i think i will do really badly, especially when i had experience screwing up my chinese PSLE oral. -i did picture description in english!
rarrs! i will work hard no matter what happens!
ohh. and about the ndp audition, it made me speechless.
-and i thought i could trust u with everything, no, i was wrong.
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right. i dont want to quarel but why did all this happen. its not that i am always right but it is known that powerpoint slides are meant to have four points the most and the points must not be too long. its like, alot of people know want, okay. i wrote quite some crap but my sister reminded me that. that is why i removed it and made it that length. right. i hate quareling with you cause it makes no sense to me. and its because, you are my best friend. i know you. if you and i were to quarel, it may never end cause we are of different style. also, you are stubborn. you know it yourself.
-right. dont be too close to anyone. a reason why i dont want best friends. it hurts when you are beginning to feel lost without them.
yesterday, i went to watch all star jam after school. despite the fact that there was no bass, dahlia was nice. -yinghao couldnt make it. S: and we destroyed something yesterday, shall not elaborate.
anyway, i am having the side effects of extreme loud jamming. from yesterday till now. the high pitch "eeee" sound is still ringing in my ears. i wonder if its the same for the rest. XD
i cant wait for monday. we are going to jam in school. that means free jamming and we dont have to waste time traveling there and all. woohoo!
okays. i have to come back to reality. i am left with emaths online homework and physics section b long questions. i have about 7 questions, lah. and i better get it done soon cause i dont want mr l to scream into my face. if i manage to finish everything by sunday night, i shall draw and paint many many red cars like christopher boone to show that monday will be a super duper good day for me. -being free from homework stress and having free jamming. XD
by the way, the audition is on friday! (:
-dont call us the destroyers.
___ darling.
-狂飙 will always be here for you!
i cant wait for sony ericsson w960i to come out. it is not out in singapore yet but it is so hot, please. i hope to get it when my contract ends which is end of this year. yea, its a long way. but i think it will be just nice, since it will take some time before it shows up in singapore. the storage space its one of the hottest features it has, lah. hello, its like 8GB. i think i might go crazy over this phone, really. but i think the price will be really high too. i actually hope it can come out sooner so that the price would have drop by the time i get to buy it. S: i really want this one instead, let me have it. mummy, please please please.. XD
back to my normal life. i went swimming with clement and claire today. i didnt just soak there today, i swam! amazed? you have to thanks claire for that. claire asked me so many times, so i tried. i found my freestyle back but breaststroke is like, byebye.. S: i couldnt find the right time to come up and breathe. i know its suppose to be at that angle but i just couldnt. hmm. perhaps more swimming session and i will be able to recall it how i swam it last time. also, claire is so dangerous in the pool. she can just keep splashing and pushing the water towards your face. try breathing and you will have water in your nose, like me. ):
we went to kfc to lunch after swimming. i ate a meal, eeeww. i regreted it cause i felt that it was a waste of money and it made me so full, i wanted to vomit. ):
by the way, i've decided to name today 'world's forgetful day'. i dropped my wallet on the bus and i alighted without knowing. a very nice girl ran out of the bus and gave it back to me. so sweet can. maybe i should have gave her a hug to thank her and show my appreciation towards her. aww. but i think if she realised that i will do that, she will probably not want to return me my wallet anymore. XD and, why 'world's forgetful day' when i can name it like 'MY forgetful day' or something since it only consist of me. cause, claire forgotten to take her shoebag when we left for school, and a group of little boys forgot to take their plastic bag when they left the kfc. see! thats why. i am not the only one today! so tadah! WORLD'S FORGETFUL DAY! (:
also, tomorrow should be some 'plaits day' or something. hahas. cause claire and i are going to plaits our hair to school tomorrow. we wanted hassy to join us but she turned us down. ):
i hope tomorrow will be a fun day and that will really be a miracle if it happens. we are going to have english for 4hours tomorrow. can you believe it? we will be spending the whole day in school just having english. ):
and i would like to share with you all on something funny happened today. it got something to do with
1 -my pen falling without me knowing,
2 -mr l picking it up for me,
3 -the wide eyed me cause i didnt thought i would have drop anything and,
4 -mr l's reply towards me that is: waa. you like shocked. dont need worry, lah. i was not going to bend down and touch your leg or something.
and i spent the next few seconds laughing with claire and the rest of the people who heard it. XD
-we are going to rock your national day.
___ YUE's! XD
everytime we start a conversation using i'm, Mircosoft shares a portion of the programme's advertising revenue with some of the world's most effective organisations dedicated to social causes. and i chose to help the StopGlobalWarming.org cause i want to stop global warming, isnt it kind of obvious? the world is dying because of it. i want the world to LIVE, lah. also, it makes me sad to be reminded that the polar bears are drowning because of our irresponsible actions. rarrs!
by the way, the tab is out. WH tabulated it from yesterday night till today afternoon. thank you, darling! now it's the band members' turn to work hard! we still have eight days to practise on our own before the audition! also, only four days to use the room for jamming. work hard people, work hard! (:
ohh. and claire is jealous because i wrote about clement and not her. darling, dont be nuts. of course, you are just as important. ohh. and not to forget hassy too! the three best GIRLfriends i have! XD
-i wish school was as slack as today. daidee was fun.
___ WH darling! (:hmm. the way to enjoy life is to go swimming man. and, i went to enjoy life with clement after school yesterday. XD and, even though i was in the pool the whole time, i didnt swim at all. it's more like i am in a bath or something. so comfortable, can? i could have like soak myself in the water for 24 hours. >< but another reason which i did not swim is because, i realised that i forgot how to swim. that's like a bad bad thing. i guess it's the result of not swimming for 3, 4 years. ): but, nevermind. claire will be joining us on thursday, perhaps she can join me in the soaking part too! XD
the band have decided what song we want to use for the national day auditions. i think almost the whole school knows the song. it's like so famous on the kiddy channel, can? but the show have stopped showing up on the tv for quite some time already, but i am sure everyone remember it! and by just listening to the song, it can bring back so many memories! XD
by the way, daryl is sooo nice to wait for me blog finish. we were chatting, so you kind of get what i mean. (:
hmm. i am not sure if today's class is plain boring or i am just tired. i yawned from the time the class started and when the class finally ended, i was still yawning. -.- ohh, i went to meet clement after school too! he had toothache, blame the wisdom tooth. i told him when the wisdom tooth starts growing out, it means that that period of time will be the peak of his wisdom. and after it grows out totally, it means that his wisdom will start falling to show that he is old already. right, old man chew? haha. it was fun to have lunch with christina and valerie too! we met them at the kopitiam, then we started talking crapps and all. haha.
and, i hate going out with clement chew! we always end up eating ice cream. and to think that i have just lost 2kg, that is like damn bad, yea? go away, shooo! XD
okays, i shall like end it here although i still got somethings to add. cause, this is like already very messy. adding that will make it worse. also, daryl has waited for so looonnnnggg already. haha. so, yea. cya people! (:
-i am so going swimming again!
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anyway, i just want to say i am not upset today and i will not be.
and i did something random. i wasnt really that shock to get that result, although i am a little. okays. i am contridicting myself. -.- but why a cat, man? -no offence. (:
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looking at the old blog, i kind of feel upset. its the one for which only that one person can read. and i started this blog you are reading now because i want to forget the past. also, cause i dont know who i can trust myself with, since the other person is making me insecure. but, everything's over. its like a last year thing. i kind of miss the good old day, but no point thinking of something that will not happen again. it kind of didnt end the good way too. so, really, no point at all. and i wanted to delete it a long time ago, but i am unwilling to do so cause it has all the good things of the past, well and bad but thats not the point sigh. that will remind me the lesson i've learnt. that dumb clement make me remember my old blog, lah. damn him! haha.
like yea. last published september 29, 2006. and i realised how old that blog was. look at it, lah
march 2005. this current blog is only may 2006. and to think that so many things happened in that period of blankness. S:
-this post is pulling me down. i shall end it before i get more upset or something. today is meant to be a cheerful day. S:
___ handmade card!
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___ cat food!i bought kinder bueno for the band too! but i didnt take a picture of it. its rather, common? hmm. and i gave maomao three kisses. the chocolate i mean. :D
i will be going back tampines house tonight, alone somemore. i think will be like sooo lonely, thats unless someone would like to accompany me back. ><>i hope i will be able to sleep well tonight. i dont want my mum to get worried seeing me like this. sigh.
the thing is that i think it will be worst cause i dont have the computer to accompany me at all. ):
___ maomao ♥like, yays! clement and claire promised to go swimming with me! and by the way, my appetite came back today. i think its because today's food is all vegeterian. omg, what will happen if i become a veggie person? i scare i will turn all green and.. greenish. i dont know man.
-end. i am feeling alright for now. thank you clement. (: old man, you never fail to make me smile. -ohh god, it sound wrong. XD
i went off around 0240. clement apologized today morning for not coming online. its okay, i kind of gathered that he wont be coming on, so i went off. as i said the other time, i will try the listen-to-my-mp3 method. i guess it worked abit, like a really really tiny bit only. i managed to sleep at 6plus. so i guess i can say i listened to songs for 3plus hours before i fell asleep. ):
hmm. and i was awaken by sms at near 1000. piggie told me today that the fever has not went off. 4days passed, i am getting worried. he said he has seen the doctor, and was told that it was some virus attack or something. but the thing is that no one's at home to take care of him. i am not cursing him but what if something happen? ): -i seriously hope he gets well soon. jiayou!
i will be going on a 5minutes date with maomao tomorrow. i am going to pass him some stuffs. i shall post the pictures of it after i give it to him. (:
___ i just love the shiny, sharp blade.i was done with maomao's present by midnight. i just need to buy that extra thing. its not a condom, its not a pad. okays. even these jokes aint cheering me up. what's wrong?
clement sort of cheered me up a little, then he went offline. he said he will come back on much much later. i will wait cause i think i'll need it.
something's wrong. in the conversation, i realised i am beginning to have the eating-disorder syndroms. i've stop eating but its not that i am trying to slim down. well, i am trying but i am not that dumb to lose weight this way. i can spend the whole day not eating anything. i dont feel the hungry but i am nice, i have been forcing myself to eat. sometimes when i am eating half way, i just totally lose my appetite and i will want to throw up. i dont know why food doesnt interest me anymore. the sight of it just make me lose my appetite.
and i have been hearing things, again. thats why i told clement to keep talking to me. i can hear it, totally. i need a distraction. i tried chatting with SM after clement went off. but he was not quite there actually, so we didnt chat much. i want to share with him whats wrong but i dont know what it is. and i am beginning to get real frustrated cause i want to know what's wrong. the tears are totally not helping. okays. i sang my way out just now. i managed to stop the tears but its back now. i hate this.
i think all i need is someone to keep talking to me. as in not stopping at all. but at this kind of time, i dont think anybody will do that.
i hope clement remember that i am waiting for him on msn. -if not, i think i will go crazy.
i dont want to be down. i dont want to cry. what is happening? i hate this. i am trying my best for this to not happen, but why is it going the opposite way?
Read more...right. i have not been able to sleep well at night for the past few days. i think its because my sister is not here with me. it feels different, okay. even though we dont sleep on the same bed, but i dont feel secure not having her in the same bedroom when i sleep. take it as i am still a kid. i kind of miss her. she went to stay at mummy's house, which is at tampines. she said she wanted to do tedious revisioning there and she said she dont want me to go along. ): so yah, that's why i am still at sengkang. -and i think she chose mummy's house as its easier for her to sneak out when mummy's working to study with her friends. her friends stays at pasir ris. tampines is much nearer to there comparing with sengkang. (:
its been weeks since i've went back. the last time i went back was for mothers' day. and its the day i quarelled with my sister. -and she came back yesterday to get her working uniform. she's quiting, so returning it. and we kind of quarelled again. ):
i think i will head back to mummy's house this weekend cause i think my mum will ask me to head back too. fathers' day, remember? and since my daddy passed away a long long time ago, i have been celebrating it with my grandfather, mum's side. -dad's side passed away a few years ago. ):
i am supposed to make something for maomao today. i am not going to say what cause i know he reads my blog. i want him to be surprise just by a look of it! (: but, i have not started with it. XD and, aiiya. the main thing is i am supposed to make it today and i have not started. i will start cutting myself with my penknife if i dont start by tomorrow morning. that will remind me to do it. and of course, i will have to buy new penknife blades. you know, i like to collect them. but my collection have been throw away by some people cause they were worried about me. i love it. sigh. but i know their intentions were good. thats good enough to cheer me back up. (: and the ones i've been bringing along to school is quite old and dirty. i dont want an infection. yes, even though i slash myself, i do it with care. thats what i believe in. i dont want to regret in the future due to my dumb actions. :D
ohh yah, about the unable to sleep well at night thingy. i think there are some other contributing factors. hmm. this few days, i have been staying up till 2am before going offline. and even though i lie on the bed, i will only fall asleep at around 3am. its kind of irritating. i cant sleep. there are noises in the room and i can hear snorings. and i was waken up 2, 3 hours after i finally managed fall asleep, you know by what? i can totally hear my cousin sleep-talking, and she was kind of screaming it and sighing. sigh. and i only managed to fall sleep like another half an hour later. ): but no worries, i have no problem taking naps in the afternoon though. haha. and i thought of a method that will put me to sleep. i am going to try it tonight. and that is.. MY MP3! i am going to listen to music till i fall asleep. good method, eh? that can ensure no snoring, no sleep talking too! -i think i am getting smarter! (:(:(:(:
-and it kind of get me down whenever i think of the band and everybody going jamming without me. and its not their fault, its mine. ):
___ the past. -this is so not cheering me up at all. ): and i am not going to cry, not at all.
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i just tucked into my dinner. first time in this week that i am going to eat my dinner so early. its like only 1930. i've been having them at 2200 onwards for the past few nights. and just only the third or fourth mouth into my dinner, my stomach starts to hurt. well, i went potty. duh. and yea, laosai in the middle of my dinner. the timing is like damn nice, lah. okays, i wonder what i ate. i didnt eat much today. like, seriously. perhaps it was the milo dinosaur i made. i think my body cant stand drinks that are too cold. now now, how am i going to finish my dinner. damn.
spent the day doing some friendster thing. okay, i was bored. i am supposed to do my homework today, but nahs. i did none again. i swear, i am going to do at least a tiny bit tomorrow. (:
chatted with soonyao today. helped him with the friendster thing. like waoo, he uploaded 100 photos today. i only got 11 pictures in mine, can? but not all of his photos have his face, so not fair! XD
i want to go swimming. i found my swimming suit already. my aunt helped me find. it was squeezed deep under my clothes. no wonder when i tried finding, i couldnt find. XD okays, that swimming suit is super new. i bought it last year and wore it only once, for the secondary 3 camp. (:
-girlfriends: let's find one day that no one's having period. we'll go swimming, okays? (:(:(:(:
hmm. i think i am going to find a day next week to go shopping too. i think by next week, i will be allowed out of the house. (: and, that's because we have school, people! and why next week? cause i want to shop before the GST increase! HAHAHA!
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i am really sorry that i dont think i will be able to go for homeworking session with girlfriends at claire house tomorrow. neither can i go for friday and saturday thing. man, i am going to miss maomao's birthday party at jamming studio. that means no jamming too! ):
-right. like i will ever be able to finish my homework on my own.
___ something random. (:omg. people, you might want to look at this. and, you can enlarge it to take a closer look.
i cant imagine a northvista primary. that means that all the naughty kids will be at sengkang area! gosh, what a nightmare!
by the way, that piggie is having a fever. he have no intention of seeing a doctor. all he do is eat panadol. man, what should i do? i hope he gets well like real soon. ):
we broke up. let's hope that it's for the better. SM understands. (:
-i shall sing till i have no more voice to scream your name.
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ohh. haslinda must have ate some pills. she wrote some really nice things about me. i feel so appreciated, darling! thank you!
extracted from her blog; i think yuwei is such a nice person. i wanna be like her. she's so thankful for everything that she has. she appreciates everything. she never take anything for granted. she has my admiration, and her aunt has my admiration too. :))
-thank you hassy! i've learnt some really good things from you too. like the bikinis and being naked.. HAHAHAS!
and today, hassy said that i have a thing for gays. well, with reference to the previous post. wahahas! SM is going to be so, so famous. must thank me, nehs!
well, since she says that i have a thing for gays.. hassy, i really love you a lot, a lot! i shall treat you like my real husband-y from today onwards. XD -its enough that you get what i mean.
i am like so, so bored. why nobody msn with me? and that damn SM, get online and msn with me! i have not get to watch that hongkong show you were watching last night. i want to watch it! rarrs!
i am bored. i am bored. i am bored. some one please entertain me on msn. but, no clowns please. i am afraid of them. (:
___ i am just being random.
i think that's it for today too. i am bored. someone, please msn me. (:
before i forget, SM, i am so going to defame you for not coming down today! and i am going to do it with your photos! hahas.
ta dah, the supposely 'normal' man.
ta dah, the man's cheeky look.
ta dah, the man's crazy behaviour; doing things he should not do with other man.
ta dah, the worse of all; the man doing it again!wahahas!
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___ kangin! (:we went on a date yesterday. as in haslinda, valerie, weiqi, claire, evelyn, yinghao, akmal and i. well, haslinda, weiqi, claire, evelyn and i went long john silver for breakfast before heading to singapore power station for the unseen prose/poetry seminar. that was a really very very boring seminar. i love the monday and wednesday, -today, ones which were held at RELC. i think i am kind of weird. claire and haslinda enjoyed the tuesday one and said the monday and wednesday ones are boring. and, i am the opposite of them. so, is it them or just me? XD
the date was at orchard cineleisure. we watched shrek3 together! yinghao promised me to accompany me for the movie, so he came and find us after our literature thing. -for your information, yinghao is from geography. (:
shrek3 is a very funny movie. i enjoy it very much. endless laughters can be heard from me, and it was loud, lah. XD valerie that kuku was bored by the movie. perhaps, she should not watch cartoon. cartoon doesnt have to make sense all the time, darling!
we went walking around after that. until they saw the neoprint machine. i think they had fun taking neoprint. well, it was without me cause i didnt want it. and i head home with yinghao and akmal after that. (:
i just have a quarel with gavan. i am not going to continue my post. -i swear that i am not going to cry
i've changed my blogskin, if you have not notice it. the maomao is cute, right? it's 100% cuter than yongsheng! HAHAHA! i hope that he is reading it. i want to make him hopping mad! XD
okays. now the super super extreme bad news. i have lost the black pick that WH bought for me. man, i like it so much. i have been using it since he gave it to me on my birthday. he bought with the left over money the class contributed to buy my bass. AND I LOST IT. i left it in my jeans after the jamming session on vesak day. i didnt leave it in RUI's place bahs. no, no, no, no! i am sure that i have left it in my jeans! but when i went to check, it was not there! and i asked my aunt if she saw it while she was washing the clothes. she said no, and probably it would have gone down the drain since i am sure it's in my jeans. man, no, no, no, no, no, no. what am i going to do without it. i want it back badly.
-dear pick, if you are alive, and managed to read this. please come come come come come back to me. i need you and i love you! sigh. i am going to miss you.
it's weird. hassy and the rest was bored by the speaker of the seminar but he managed to interest me through out the whole thing. i can say that he teaches much better than MRS S. i want to do well in my literature! like he said, there is no other subject that we can say the wrongs are the right ones. we just have to fight our way through and make the marker understand why we think this way. i am going to read the literature text all over again, and again in this june holiday. i am going to memories every single thing in the book from the capital letters to the fullstops. i want an A2 for it. can i, can i? please? XD -i must be crazy!
okays. CLAIRE says she wants her BIG NAME over here. hmm. what should i write about that CLAIRE? should i tell you all HOW CRAZY CLAIRE IS OVER TIM? wahahahas! that should be able to stop her from being a nut-case for a while.
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met YS then we continue waited for JC to come. heard from CE that JC still reasoning out with her family to get out of the house then we went off without her first. she said she will meet us at RUI place, so yah, we met there. we were supposed to meet WH at city hall area. we forgot and leaving him there waiting for us. then he too, met us at RUI place. then we started tuning and everything. and i have to apologize, cause when we were playing HARUKA KANATA, i felt sick again, so my solo part just couldnt get into my head. okays. then we agreed to play RUSTY NAIL the next time we jam and also to join the audition for the national day performance, most likely to play ocean avenue.
we went PLAZA SINGAPURA to have our lunch. okay, their lunch, i wasnt feeling that hungry. we then went around to shopshop, watch 200pound beauty -again-, and WH bought the bottle soymilk drink. it's the beer bottle kind, so we had to use CE's house key to open it. WH's finger got injured! :( then we watched some art festival performance outside PLAZA SINGAPURE before heading home. yah, and at the end of day, YS and i needed the toilet badly. -end of story.
went to RP after that with XZ, WH and YS. XZ bought the O.R. fillet burger and ate the fillet only, leaving the bread to rot on it's own. XD then, YS and WH bought the kfc new promotion "chicken with unique japanese twist" or something. i guess it taste similar to mcdonalds' shaker fries. whatever. why am i advertising for them?
anyway, we went to look for a fan before we head home. they wanted to bring the fan along for the geography trip but they did not find what they had in mind, so all of us headed home.
sigh. i dont think im going to add anymore things. bye people.
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